Progress is Progress (a Music + Writing Post)

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It’s all too easy to get discouraged and down on ourselves when it doesn’t seem like we’re progressing: in writing, music, and life in general. In whatever we do, no matter how old or experienced we are, there are days–or even weeks or months–in which we feel like we’re getting nowhere, despite our hard work.

I started taking voice lessons last summer, in June or July, and since then I have learned so many new things. But just a few weeks ago, I felt awful. I didn’t want to practice or sing or do anything with to my voice at all. It felt like I hadn’t progressed at all. We’d been working for weeks and weeks trying to get some vibrato to come into my voice, and it wasn’t coming. I felt like I was trying my best and getting nowhere.

When I went to my voice lesson that next Monday, my voice teacher told me that my mom had talked to her and told her a little bit how I was feeling. For a little bit, I felt a bit betrayed that my mom would tell her something like that, but now, I’m really glad about what she did.

My voice teacher asked what was wrong, and, amidst a lot of tears, I told her how I’d been feeling.

“[Lana], every one of my students comes to me and tells me that they don’t feel like they’re progressing. Especially the students like you, who have been in choirs for years and years, feel like they should be better already, even if they’ve only been with me for a few months. Let me tell you that your voice is amazing and you have come so far.”

She then took out my notebook and listed three columns: what I’d been good at before I started learning with her, what I’d improved on since then, and then what I still needed to work on to improve my voice.

And she was right: I had come far. There was so much that I’d learned and improved on. Of course, there was still more to do, but seeing how far I’d come helped me realize that I had progressed, and that I would continue to progress in the future (and I have).

It’s the same with writing and everything in life. There are days when you stare at the screen and don’t know what to write next. There are days when scenes don’t work and your writing is horrible and, no matter what you do, you can’t seem to figure out that tricky character’s voice. There are even days when you think you’re not cut out to be a writer at all.

But that’s when you’ve got to realize that progress is progress, and you’ve made it. It’s good to realize how far you’ve come, how much you’ve learned, how amazing your voice is. When I think of how much I’ve learned since I started writing…the results are tremendous. About characters and plots and realism…

But, after you’ve realized how far you’ve come, you have to create that third column. It’s no good to realize the progress you’ve made if you don’t do anything about it. Once you find out what you’ve done, you have to decide what you’re going to do–and try to do it. Keep practicing, a little at a time, a tiny fraction every day. And you will progress, but you may not notice unless you take the time to look back on it.

It takes time, but you will progress. You have progressed, and however far you still have to go, that’s amazing.

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16 thoughts on “Progress is Progress (a Music + Writing Post)

  1. May Everly January 28, 2017 / 11:25 PM

    Such encouraging words, Lana. I’m glad you came to realize how much you’d progressed! 🙂

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    • Lana January 28, 2017 / 11:38 PM

      Aww, thank you. And thanks for the comment! 🙂

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  2. Kellyn Roth January 29, 2017 / 2:36 PM

    Incredible post, m’dear, as always. 😉 Seriously, though, I forget that I progressed at ANYTHING most of the time. Although other times I’m like, “Yeah, I got this …” and then I don’t got it and … yeah.

    But, yeah, we do succeed in a lot of ways we don’t realize. And I have such high standards for myself that if I can’t achieve what the best at whatever I’m doing can achieve, then I beat myself up. I guess I have this thing where I always need to be the best … not the best me but the best of EVERYONE … and if anyone’s better than me, I think I stink. Of course, I’m not really better than anyone at anything (except, you know, chocolate-eating … I think I pass the world by in chocolate-eating), so yeah. Lots of grief to be had there … 😉

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    • Lana January 30, 2017 / 6:48 PM

      Hehe, thanks! Yeah, it’s definitely important to remember that we progress even when we don’t always meet our goals. It’s the whole “shoot for the moon and land among the stars” thing…though, in all honesty, that never really made sense to me because the stars are actually farther away… 😛

      Well, there’s always going to be someone better and worse than you, right? So if we define our success by comparison, we’re never going to be successful. But if we have goals for ourselves alone, then we can work hard and reach them. This is something I struggle with, too…it’s really hard to not compare and use that for our worth. But, in the end, the only opinion that matters is God’s opinion. And…yeah, that sounded kind of preachy and fake. Oops.

      (Yeah, I think you’re probably first in chocolate-eating. But I may be a close second. 😛 )

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      • Kellyn Roth January 30, 2017 / 6:53 PM

        Yeah, the stars ARE farther away. I go for more of a ‘shoot for the sky, hit an airplane and get arrested for terrorism’ approach. *nods*
        True, true, although, yep, preachy … 😉 Jk.
        (And yeah, you’re probably second …)

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      • Lana February 1, 2017 / 5:20 PM

        o.O
        Sounds like a good life motto.

        😛 Thanks for the honesty.

        (*nods*)

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      • Kellyn Roth February 1, 2017 / 6:30 PM

        It’ll work! Just you wait and see … 😉

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      • Lana February 1, 2017 / 7:23 PM

        Riiiiiiight. I’m sure.

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  3. Kit February 11, 2017 / 8:31 PM

    Thanks for posting this! All of your posts about writing (and music) have been fantastic, and they’re always helpful.

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    • Lana February 13, 2017 / 7:05 PM

      Aww, thank you! 😀 I’m glad you liked it!

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    • Lana February 23, 2017 / 11:21 PM

      You’re welcome! I’m glad you enjoyed it.

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